DEADeyes

Pretty much death, but I've made some changes

What is art?

When asked the question ‘what is art?’ three years ago, the question stumbled me. Art being such a foundational part of my life it infuriated me that I was unable to come up with an answer that met my standard, public educational standards being what they are. I completed the assignment with some existential bullshit about how art is all that is around us or what made us feel something, but the question lingered in my head. Two years later and I’ve had what some might call a religious experience, life is forever changed and I have a new perspective, I now understand that although thought may vary there are two foundry elements to things made by man, and we have no words to describe them, we have words to describe all the facets of them but not the two words, religion says god and devil, yin and yang, science says negative and positive, most people say bad or good these days and I personally think creative and destructive is the best current way to describe it but there is an overriding purpose behind all things made. Art is the documentation of creativity be that emotional or physical, science is the documentation of what is some scientists being arts and some artists being scientists is merely a result of labelling of a creature with near infinite capabilities to a word within such a finite language. The term a picture speaks a thousand words means more than one would think as all things created serve a purpose and art is a word used to make us think of things man made that are there purely for the sake of sensory exploration be that negative or positive, high or low, good and bad, anything else is merely a tool, a means used by humanity to an end. Art is a word created by humanity to communicate something that three letters can’t hope to convey. Art is what you want it to be as are all things, because semantics are bullshit.


Come to think of it, its not much different now, fuck language ay.

A smile

Fucking tumblr.

I have a smile for every day, it looks content, in a contrived sort of way.
I have a smile that means I’m alright, hello, I want you, your gorgeous, goodnight.
I have a smile that ruins my year, means I love you, perfection, leaves me tepid in fear.
I have a smile that is as real as the other, but it’s just for you so I don’t even bother.
This is my smile I show it to some, this is my heart it’s taken by none.

Tshirt

Tshirt

Narc as is Narcissism

Ive become what I wanted but not like I thought, I’ve traveled through time and space and still showed up late, I’ve given up nothing and am left with naught, I’ve tried my best to have the wrong fate, and for all this I greatly regret certain actions taken.

This is fucked. I am a man not child nor grown. Unrealistic and presumptuous, naive and conceited I traipse through life thinking of myself because it is all I know, I care within borders and lie to escape hurt, I’m great at what I do but I don’t do anything, I run from commitment and cling to the unattainable, I don’t show love to those whom I do. I’m as flawed as can be and don’t want to live like that, and for all that I look like a happy fucking camper.

A Book isn’t read until the last page.
I’ll not be my father

Why don’t we just make out and see where that takes us.

Probably

Probably

Me and Paula last week.

Me and Paula last week.

Go straight then take a left, you can’t miss it.

Go straight then take a left, you can’t miss it.

I’d hit that.

I’d hit that.

She’s a babe.

She’s a babe.

Old Glory.

Old Glory.